Sunday, August 18th, 2002
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Friday, June 28th, 2002
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6:07 am - Re. Are People really that Stupid
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MORNING FRIENDS AND FANS, NOT SURE WHERE YOU FEEL YOU FALL ING BUT JUST IN CASE I MADE SURE TO COVER IT. WELL WORK LAST NIGHT WAS HELL. THE GREAT DECKHAND THEY HIRED IS ON DAYSHIFT AND HE OVERFILLED THE ENGINES ON ONE OF THE BOATS YESTERDAY. AND WHEN I SAY HE OVERFILLED IT I MEAN HE OVERFILLED IT. THE WHOLE ENGINE ROOM NEEDLESS TO SAY WAS COVERED IN OIL WHERE THE ENGINE SHOT IT BACK OUT AND THE SEALS BLEW THE OIL EVERYWHERE. HOW DO YOU OVERFILL AN ENGINE THAT MUCH WITHOUT REALIZING SOMETHING ISN'T RIGHT. YOU CAN TEACH A MONKEY TO FILL AN ENGINE PROPERLY WITH OIL. (SHRUGS) (YOU CAN GIVE A 1000 MONKEYS A TYPEWRITER AND ONE OF EM WILL BE ABLE TO TYPE MACBETH NOT THIS YO YO THEY NEED TO HIRE MORE MONKEYS. ANYWAY OTHER THAN THAT ALL IN ALL WORK WAS OK I FEEL LIKE CRAP THOUGH. I THINK I AM GETTING OR I HAVE AN ULCER. EVERYTIME I EAT ANYTHING MY STOMACH HURTS. JUST WHAT I NEE (SIGHS). OH WELL I AM OFF FOR THREE DAYS YAAAAAAAAAAAY SO I WILL BE TAKING IT EASY. WELL SEE YOU GUYS LATER AND TAKE CARE I WILL POST AS SOON AS I CAN. HAVE FUN!!!
TO MY PRINCESS, JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND LET YOU KNOW I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU AND THAT I LOVE YOU. HOPE YOU GET TO FEELING BETTER REAL SOON BABY. I WILL DO MY BEST INTO GETTING YOU BETTER. WELL I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER ANGEL. TAKE CARE AND HAVE A GOOD DAY. HUGS, KISSES, LICKS, AND NIBBLES. SEE YA IN A FEW BABY. LOVE YA!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!
current mood:  crappy
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Sunday, June 23rd, 2002
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3:28 pm - MONKEY B-DAY (WOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOO) THIS SHOULD BE A HOLIDAY FOR ALL
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HEY PPL I AM SORRY I HADN'T POSTED IN AWHILE IT IS JUST HARD SOMETIMES. I BEEN WORKING ALOT AND EXTREMELY BUSY. JUST ONE OF THOSE TIME WHEN YOU WORK IS NEVER DONE AND THINGS KEEP POPPING UP. NO BIGGIE THOUGH AT LEAST I CAN'T SAY I AM BORED. IS THAT A POSSITIVE WAY TO LOOK. OH WELL EITHER WAY I HAVE HAPPINESS IN MY LIFE AGAIN AND I GOT THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE IN MY LIFE WHICH MOST KNOW WHO THAT IS THAT GIVES ME THE EDGE I NEED ON LIFE. I THINK SHE GAVE ME THE BEST B-DAY PRESENT IN THE WORLD. SHE GOT UP EXTRA EARLY TO WISH ME A HAPPY B-DAY AND BE THE FIRST TO TELL ME. I LOVES YA PRINCESS.
ANYWAY IT IS FUNNY HOW WHEN YOU GET OLDER THAT IT ISN'T THE GIFTS THAT MATTER BUT THE OTHER THINGS IN LIFE. LIKE KNOWING THAT YOU HAVE REAL FRIENDS THAT CARE, A SPECIAL PERSON IN YOUR LIFE THAT IS A GIRLFRIEND/BEST FRIEND THAT IS ALWAYS THERE, AND MOST IMPORTANT LOVE AND HAPPINESS. WELL HAVING TO WORK STILL SUCKS. I WISH THAT RECORD DEAL WOULD COME THROUGH.WELL PEACE, LOVE, AND HAIRGREASE TOO ALL. ITS MY B-DAY AND I CAN CRY IF I WANT TOO (J/K) BUT I CAN GET STUPID. OH YEAH I DO THAT ANYWAY. WELL LATER PEEPS
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Saturday, May 18th, 2002
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8:07 pm - Re: Helpless
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TODAY SUCKS BAD. I AM SO WORRIED ABOUT MY PRINCESS SHE IS REALLY SICK. AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO. I AM WORRIED CUZ I HAVEN'T HEARD FROMHER YET. JUST GOT A DISTRUBING MESSAGE FOLLOWED BY A LJ POST THAT HAS ME WORRIED AND CONCERNED. I AM STAYING ONLINE WAITING TO HEAR SOMETHING. WHAT TO DO? I CAN'T WAIT FOR US TO BE TOGETHER SO THIS KIND OF THINGS DON'T HAPPEN AND I CAN BE THERE. THIS SUCKS SO MUCH.
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Saturday, May 4th, 2002
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8:32 pm - Re:SATURDAY MADNESS
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WELL HERE I AM SITTING HERE BEING UPSET, SCARED, DEPRESSED, ANGRY, HURT, YOU NAME IT I AM FEELING IT. I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE CAN HOLD GRUDGES AND HOLD YOU TO YOUR PAST. ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY SAY THING OR CLAIM THINGS THAT HALF OF THOSE THINGS AREN'T EVEN TRUE. I HAVE WORKED SO HARD CHANGING MY LIFE AND MY WAYS. AND DOING THE BEST THAT I CAN TO HAVE A COUPLE OF PEOPLE SHOOT ME DOWN AND TRY TO KICK ME DOWN. OR TRY TO PERSUADE SOMEONE INTO BELIEVEING THINGS THAT AREN'T EVEN TRUE ABOUT ME. IT WOULDN'T BE SO BAD IF THESE PEOPLE DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME OR IF I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT THEM, BUT I DO. ONCE I WAS A PART OF THEIR FAMILY NOW I AM JUST DIRT IN THIER CARPET. IT HURTS TO KNOW THAT THEY WON'T EVEN GIVE ME THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT. AND IT ALSO HURTS TO KNOW THAT THEY AREN'T JUST EFFECTING ME BUT THEY ARE EFFECTING SOMEONE VERY CLOSE TO ME AND THAT I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT DEEPLY. THEY HAVE GIVEN THIS PERSON PRETTY MUCH AND ALTERMATUM OF ME OR THEM AND IT SUCKS THAT IT IS BEING PRESENTED IN THIS FASHION AND VERY IMMATURE. IT ISN'T FAIR FOR THIS PERSON TO BE PUT IN THIS SITUATION. AND THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS THESE PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSED TO LOVE THIS PERSON UNCONDITIONALLY AND BE SUPPORTIVE AND HAPPY FOR HER IN WHATEVER DECISONS SHE MAKES THAT MAKES HER HAPPY. WHY ARE PEOPLE SELFISH AND INCONSIDERATE OF OTHER PEOPLES FEELINGS. I AM UPSET AND PISSED BUT I STILL CARE ABOUT THESE PEOPLE. I AM JUST EXPELLING AIR I GUESS CUZ IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE IT IS GOING TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE OR CHANGE.(LOOKS AROUND FOR HIS LITTLE HOLE TO CRAWL AND HIDE IN AND DIE). MISERY LOVES COMPANY THEY SAY. WHY CAN'T PEOPLE EXCEPT WHEN 2 PEOPLE ARE IN LOVE AND BE HAPPY FOR THEM ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY ALREADY HAVE LIVED THIER LIVES OR HAVE THIER HAPPINESS? WHY CAN'T THEY LET OTHER PEOPLE THAT THEY CALL THIER FRIENDS OR LOVED ONES HAVE THAT CHANCE IN STEAD OF DOING WHAT THEY CAN TO RUIN IT OR MAKE THINGS HARDER THAN WHAT THEY ALREADY ARE? I DON'T HAVE THE ANSWERS TO EVERYTHING AND DON'T EVER CLAIM TOO. THE ONLY THING I DO KNOW IS THAT I AM IN LOVE AND I AM HAPPY AND CONTENT WITH THAT FACT AND I WILL CONTINUE TO STRIVE WITH HER BY MYSIDE. I CAN EASILY BE DISASSOCIATIVE AND BE HAPPY KNOWING THAT I HAVE HER LOVE AND SUPPORT. AND THAT IS ALL I NEED. I JUST HATE SEEING HER GET HURT BY ALL OF THIS AND I FEEL THAT IT IS ALL MY FAULT. MAKES ME WONDER WHO THE ENEMY IS IN THIS SITUATION. I KNOW I AM DOING EVERYTHING I CAN AND I AM TRYING MY HARDEST. I HOPE IN THE END ALL OF THIS WORKS OUT AND WE ARE ALL A HAPPY FAMILY AND NONE OF THIS TAKES PLACE WITH PEOPLE GETTING REJECTED AND HURT CUZ OF THIER PAST OR CUZ OF THEIR CHOICES THEY MAKE IN LIFE. I LOVE YOU BABY AND I AM DOING EVERYTHING I CAN. I AM SORRY FOR BEING SO DOWN BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. HUGS AND KISSES. I LOVE YOU FOREVER.
current mood: crushed
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8:03 pm - Re:NIGHT OUT
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HEY EVERYONE. JUST WRITING TO SAY HELLO AND TO GET MY MIND OFF THINGS. YESTERDAY I GOT TO HANG OUT WITH MY SIS (HOLLIWOULD). I GOT HER TO TAKE ME SHOPPING. WE HAD FUN AND IT DIDN'T TAKE ME LONG TO SPEND IT ALL. (LOL). OH WELL WE HAD FUN AND SHE HELPED ME PICK SOMETHING OUT I NEEDED HER GUIDANCE. WE HUNG OUT FOR A WHILE AND WATCHED A MOVIE. AND LATER MSBTCH CAME BY AND WORKED ON HOLLIWOULD'S COMPUTER AND THEN ONE OF THERE FRIENDS CAME OVER (LIZBORDEN(. HE WAS A PRETTY COOL CAT. I TALKED CRAP ABOUT JESUIT AND FELT LIKE AN ASS WHEN I FOUND OUT HE WENT THEIR FOR HIGHSCHOOL. OOPS. OH WELL HE THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY. THEN WHILE THEY PLAYED ON THE COMPUTER I PUT ON SOME WIGS HOLLIWOULD HAD(LOL). I MAKE AN UGLY GIRL BY THE WAY. WELL LATER THAT NIGHT WE ENDED UP AT THE MAIN EVENT WHICH WAS COOL AND I GOT TO MEET A COOL LOCAL RADIO DJ WHO WAS REALLY COOL AND I ALWAYS THOUGHT THOSE GUYS WOULD BE KINDA STUCK ON THEMSELVES. THAT IS MY OWN FAULT FOR STEREOTYPING. WELL WE ALL ENDED UP HANGING OUT AND THEN WE LEFT AND WENT BACK TO HOLLIWOULD'S HOUSE AND WE ALL WENT SEPARATE WAYS FROM THERE MSBTCH WENT HOME AND SO DID I. I THINK MY SIS ENDED UP GOING BACK OUT. I GOT HOME JUMPED ONLINE AND MESSED AROUND FOR AWHILE AND TALKED TO MY PRINCESS. THEN I CALLED IT A NIGHT AFTER TALKING TO HER AND WOLFGANG. WELL THERE YOU HAVE IT. WELL TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER. AND I LOVE YOU PRINCESS.
current mood:  mellow
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Monday, April 29th, 2002
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4:15 pm - Re:Hell Week
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Here it is Hell Week (aka. Finals). Can you say STRESS! STRESS!! STRESS!!! OK now would be a good time to scream and let some of the stress go AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway yesterday was a great day i got to spend some quality time with my Princess. Which was well needed for the both of us. We both have so much going on and trying to make the best of what we have at hand. I am just glad that she is back in my life and helped me to find happines again within myself and also showed me that my feelings aren't numb and that I was still able to love. I learned that my whole problem was that I never got over loving her and that I was just trying to cover the pain for so long. A big mistake we both made and regret, but we have moved on now,grew up, and became wiser. We both just wish we knew then what we know now and we would have never had to go through the many years of pain trying to cover up our feelings for each other. Yesterday afternoon we spent a few hours at a fetival and had a great time even though it was hot and miserable and the water and drinks were way over priced we still made the best of it and had fun just being together. I got to meet a few of her new friends that I never met and got along with most of them and for the most part. After a few hours it seemed as though we knew each other was thinking and decided to leave. We went back to my house where we spent a few hours talking to my parents and going over the past of when we were apart and how miserable things were and about how happy we were together again.It seems as both of our lives is finally meaning something and we know what we want and that is each other. I think she had a great time talking with my parents they always did get along and when we split it was hard on everyone back then and was never really the same, but now it is like we are a happy family again. Later that evening her and I spent some alone time together where we sat and just talked and held each other and letting each other know how much we meant to each other. It felt so good to hold her in my arms and to cuddle. I live for every moment for us to be together. Tears were shed and feeling and emtions were going crazy. Now i realize the meaning of true love and what it is. And that is what we have it is feeling that is undescriable no words can express or show. It something you just know and feel. and it feels like an electricity going through your body when holding each other and the feeling of free falling from the sky. Everything just feels so right and good. Well you get my point (I am happy and IN LOVE WITH MY SOULMATE AND MY LIFELONG PARTNER). Well just like everthing it all has to end sooner or later and we had to say those words we dread to say to one another and that was good bye. I hated seeing her leave but I knew she didn't have a choice and I knew she didn't want to leave. Soon within the near future there won't be any good byes and we will live together and be as one always. Till that day I want her to know that I love her, miss her, waiting for us to be together again, and am waiting for her at all times with open arms. This person knows who she is and what she has done for my life and turned me around from destroying everything. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MY PRINCESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monkey
current mood:  loved
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Wednesday, April 24th, 2002
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4:30 pm - Re:No Time For Entries
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I been away doing stuff, getting ready for finals, spending as much time as I can with my Princess, and stressing over a lot of things. I really have alot going on and I been pretty quiet about them just because there is so much. I am just trying to get it all arranged. I am glad that I have support from some of my friends and my sweetheart otherwise I don't know what I don't know what i would do not sure that I could do it on my own. School is really starting to stress me especially with finals around the corner and having all the other stuff going on in my life isn't making it easier. I am not trying to sound like a baby crying but I just can't wait for the light to come into view at the end of this dark tunnel. My Dad has epilepsy and has been having major problems with seizures lately usually he takes meds that control them from happening but it doesn't seem to be helping anymore. My dad and I have never really been close but it is funny how when things start looking gloomy you realize how much that person means to you and that they do have and impact on your life. It is like all the things that I even hated him for I love now just because i am scared of what might happen. He went to the doctor and they are putting him in the hospital for observation to see how bad the seizures are and they haven't told him yet but they are going to do brain surgery on him and remove the section of his brain that is causing the seizures. I am scared because I don't know what it going to happen and I am not sure how it is going to effect him or me during the ordeal. It just sucks and I can't stay quiet about anything anymore I have too much in my head and I have to get it out somehow and I guess this is the best therapeutic way of getting things of my chest. Last night I spent the evening with my Princess which felt great it is good to be held and hug and feel loved so much by someone as special as her. We went to the hospital last night to see her Cousin who had a baby. It was felt really strange but also good at the sametime. I say this because the Princess that I am talking about is my EX from years back and it was weird to see her family again I don't think they knew how to take it or how to act around me which made me feel a little uncomfortable. Her Cousin and I still seem to be close as if nothing ever happen so that helped. I just can't wait for my Princess and I to be together and not have any worries about anything. We both already made up our minds that we don't give a crap about what people or our family thinks as long as we got each other we realize we have everything and the love that we have for each other is all that we need to make it through any obstacle that comes our way. Everything just seems complicated right now and soon the fog will lift and everything will be ok. well I babbled enough I think so I will see you guys hopefully tonight. Thanks for listening it feels good to know that people are listening and care. Pats on the heads to all my friends and a Big Hug and warm sloppy kiss to my Princess.
current mood:  determined
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Thursday, April 18th, 2002
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2:04 pm - Re:Been Awhile
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I been away for some time. Just doing stuff with school and whatnot. I think i caught a cold or smoething so that has run me down also. Anyway I don't have much to say so i am going to go for now and try to catch up on some school stuff. SEEEEEEEEE YA!!!! And hugs and kisses to my Princess. I love you!!!
current mood:  confused
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Monday, April 15th, 2002
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2:56 pm - Re:Mondays Suck
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Sitting at school so i figured what the hell i'll come play on the internet and get my moneys use out of them by using there internet. Today sucks so bad i have 2 tests to study for that are tomorrow and i had to write a paper last night at midnight cuz i kept putting it off. oh well it's my own fault. anyway so you can imagine how i feel. but hopefully i will see you guys tonight online. Well see you guys later. And I Love YA Princess!!!
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Thursday, April 11th, 2002
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3:49 pm - Re:Sitting at school
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I AM SITTING HERE IN THE COMPUTER LAB AT SCHOOL BECAUSE I DECIDED TO BE REBELLIOUS AND SKIP A CLASS. (OOH!!!) ANYWAY I FEEL KINDA BLAH. JUST A BUNCH OF STUFF RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD. I HATE THAT WHEN I START QUESTIONING MYSELF. (BANGS HEAD AGAINST THE DESK OVER AND OVER) SO MUCH STUFF GOING ON EMOTIONS ARE GOING CRAZY. AHHHH!!! WHAT DO I DO? I KEEP REMINDING MYSELF TO BREATHE AND IT WILL WORK OUT. ANYONE EVER WAS IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND ALONG THE WAY THINGS HAPPEN AND YOU BROKE UP AND OVER TIME YOU EVENTUALLY BROUGHT YOURSELF TO MOVE ON. AND AFTER YOU THINK YOU HAVE MANY YEAR LATER THAT PERSON FINDS YOU AND YOU LEARN THAT YOUR LOVE FOR THEM HAS NEVER DIED AND THAT PERSON FEELS THE SAME WAY. AND YOU BOTH REALISED THAT THE BREAK UP WAS WRONG AND THAT IS WAS MOSTLY CAUSED BY BEING YOUNG AND NAIVE. AND NOW YOU WANT EACH OTHER BACK SO BAD THAT YOU WILL DO ANYTHING FOR EACH OTHER TO BE TOGETHER AND HAPPY AGAIN IN A LOVING AND CARING RELATIONSHIP? BUT THERE ARE STIPULATIONS THAT ARE IN THE WAY AND LOOSE ENDS TO TIE UP BEFORE THAT HAPPENS. WELL THAT IS WHERE I AM. I KNOW THAT PATIENCE IS INVOLVED AND I WOULD WAIT A LIFETIME TO BE WITH THIS PERSON BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I WOULD NEVER LOVE OR BE AS HAPPY WITH ANYONE ELSE. IF I WAS TO FIND SOMEONE ELSE IT WOULD MERELY BE ME SETTLING AND I REALIZE THAT I HAVE BEEN SETTLING FOR 8 YEARS NOW. DAMN I LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. NOTHING NEW I ALWAYS DO THAT. I FEEL LIKE A LITTLE KID AGAIN WHEN THEY SEE AND FINALLY TALK TO THEIR FIRST CRUSH. BUT THE LOVE IS REAL I KNOW DEEP INSIDE WHAT I FEEL. I AM READY TO GIVE UP EVERYTHING TO BE WITH HER AND MAKE HER HAPPY. AND I KNOW JUST US BEING TOGETHER WILL MAKE ME HAPPY. WELL NOW THAT I BORED YOU GUYS ENOUGH IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ON THIS MATTER PLEASE RESPOND. IF NOT THAT IS COOL TOO A SIMPLE HEY WHAT'S IS COOL TOO. WELL TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER.
current mood: scared and emotional
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Wednesday, April 10th, 2002
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6:45 pm - Re: Stirs From My Slumber
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AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Rest I feel mch better. And i am happy cuz I am talking to my Princess!!!!WOOOO HOOOO!!!
God sometimes I am like a little girl jumpimng up and down when the phone rings and it is her boyfriend. but hey what can i say she is my sweetheart.
current mood: loved
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10:15 am - Re: another day
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Hey everyone!!! It's Wednesday and I am so tired today. I couldn't sleep last night for nothing in the world and I am out of sleeping pills so that didn't help my situation out at all. Now here it is today and I am drained I had to drag myself out of bed this morning not a fun task especially if you know how I am about having to get up when I don't want too or when I am tired.(Looks at MsBtch) Right baby... (((hugs and kisses))) I love you!!! Sorry interuption there but I couldn't help myself. So anyway needless to say after I leave school and get home I will be visiting La La Land at least for awhile and thin i will be back on tonight at some point. But wish me luck in getting through the day. Blah Blah Blah... Talk to you guys later.
current mood:  moody
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Tuesday, April 9th, 2002
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12:20 am - Re:off to sleep
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I AM OFF TO SLEEP AND GO TO DREAMLAND WHERE I CAN BE WITH MY PRINCESS. SO GOODNIGHT EVERYONE TALK TO YOU LATER.
current mood: loved
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Monday, April 8th, 2002
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2:05 pm - Re: Shocka Kahn
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Hello everyone. i just wanted to say hi for now. Sorry i hadn't been updating lately but i worked a double yesterday, had school today, and spent my weekend with my PRINCESS and my sis Holliwould. So i am alittle tired. so i am going to lay down for a bit and i will be back on later. you guys take it easy and i will be back in a bit. Love Ya Princess and A Big Hug and Hello to my Sis.
current mood:  drained
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Saturday, April 6th, 2002
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2:00 pm - Re: yaaaaaaaay Saturday finally
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i am sitting here waiting for the phone to ring or a message on messenger. ahhhhhhh what to do? Someon isn't responding to me. they have the away thingy up. Well i shall write more in a bit.
current mood: ecstatic
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Friday, April 5th, 2002
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2:29 pm - Re: things to do
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well i am off for a bit going to cut some grass and take a shower then get ready for work anyone care to join me....... i didn't think so. well i will try to get back to you guys. Love Ya Princess!!!!!
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1:44 pm - Re: The Weekend is here (finally)
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Well Friday is here and i am happy about it until i found out it was daylight savings crap. i hate that crap. why can't they leave well enough alone. stupid rules. well today is a sad day for me but i am excited at the sametime. Some of you know why and that is good enough for me. (smiles and flings poo in the air) anyway give hugs and kiss goes out to my baby MsBtch and a big I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
current mood: excited
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1:08 pm - Re:A Tragedy In Music of Today
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Well here it is April 5th,2002. Just 8 years ago Kurt Cobain was foung slain in his green house with a gun shot wound to the head. I remember that day like it was yesterday. I remember watching VH-1 that day when the news flash came across. I was waiting for the punchline that never came instead it was scene of his house and police cars surrounding it. It was very upsetting to me cuz Kurt Cobain has been and still is an inspiration in me. This is a day I will never forget this day. I always been a big fan of Nirvana and Kurt since the begining. And my sympathies go out to Franicis Cobain, Chris Novoselic, The Cobain Family, Friends, and Dedicated Fans. And as far as the rest of you fakers that just took advantage of a tragic moment and were one of the ones the that just latched on the coat tails of an inspiration you aren't true fans and you suck so go F*CK YOURSELF!!!!!!!! (feel free to resond to this)
here is a question for you all.
DID KURT TAKE HIS LIFE OR DO YOU THINK THERE IS MORE TO THE STORY?
current mood: sympathetic
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Thursday, April 4th, 2002
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10:47 pm - Re: hello too the world
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hey to guys, girls, good, or evil. how are we doing? i am hanging in there and waiting for the week to end. i can't wait 1 more freaking day. So has anything interesting happen to you guys? I had a bad migraine last night it sucked. plus while i was at work i dropped a beer mug that busted and a shard of glass slashed itself into my finger and was sticking out look quite impressive. wish i could have taken pictures. oh well it finally stopped bleeding but hurts like hell today. but other than that it has been ground hog day for me all week same crap everyday school,work, and sleep. then the day starts over with the same thing i lead such and interesting life. But i always look forward to coming home and hearing from my sweetheart and sharing the love that we can share together even if it is only trough words right now. our time will come and i am waiting as long as i have too. you always know when you have something good and your stupid if you pass it up especially when it comes to true love. ok now that i mushed out i am going to stop and post this. talk to you guys soon. and by the way holliwould watch out for the evil wiggling fingers they just might get you.!!!!!!!! (LOL)
current mood:  anxious
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